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I looked at the doctor and asked, “Can it be terminated?”
The doctor furrowed his brow and said, “This is just a recently formed fertilized egg. It is the best time for it to naturally be expelled.
However, don’t you think it’s a pity?”
And, abortion also harms the body. I mean, you young couples really should think about whether or not to have a child when you’re having a good time.
I don’t believe that you won’t have any shadow in your heart in the future if these twins are aborted.
Lavonne nodded with a puzzled smile and then dragged me out of the
clinic.
I sat on the bench blankly, with my heart in chaos.
Lavonne looked at the ultrasound report and excitedly said to me, “Ralda, look at this report. These two fertilized eggs are in your belly. After developing for some time, they will become two little embryos. and gradually grow into two little people. It’s so amazing and adorable to think about.”
I stroked my flat belly and wanted to cry.
I don’t know if all women, after getting pregnant, would have a special affection for the baby in their belly.
Although I just asked the doctor if it could be terminated.
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But in reality, I couldn’t bear to let go..
But if I were to give birth to them, how could I raise them?
I couldn’t even take care of myself, how could I take care of them?
And I had already made up my mind to cut ties with Reynaldo, and now there are two more babies, isn’t that just adding two more bonds?
The more I thought about it, the more troubled I became. I covered my face, unsure of what to do.
Lavonne patted my back and comforted, “Ralda, don’t be like this. The arrival of these two babies was fate.”
What are you afraid of? In the future, I will be their godmother. You give birth to them, and we will raise them together.
I watched Lavonne with emotion.
“But what if we were raising our baby well and Reynaldo found out, what would we do if he tried to take our baby away?”
“Let’s hide. After giving birth to the baby, let’s hide far away so that he can’t find us.”
Lavonne said, and then she sighed deeply, “It’s all because we are poor. If we had money, we could hide away now and peacefully nurture the baby.”
Yeah, if I had money, I could leave this city right now and hide myself .
The key is that I don’t have any money. Right now, I have less than three thousand in total.
Thinking about my financial ability, I became anxious again, afraid of
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giving birth to the baby without enough money to support them, and making them suffer with me.
Thinking of this, I became depressed again.
Lavonne comforted me, saying, “Ralda, you shouldn’t overthink it. The emotions of a pregnant woman are also very important, otherwise it will affect the baby.”
“Anyway, since we still have a long time before we die, let’s work hard and save money.”
“But I couldn’t let you jeopardize your future because of my situation. You are doing well here, you don’t need to hide with me.”
It’s true, Lavonne is great, and she’s my only best friend.
I couldn’t let her be delayed by me and my child, affecting her own life.
Lavonne patted my shoulder and laughed self–deprecatingly, “You know, this city hasn’t been my home for a long time.”
And, because of the mischief caused by my stepmother, I had no future here.
Actually, I had wanted to leave here a long time ago, but I am just the type of person who is afraid of being alone.
So Ralda, if you were to have a child and wanted to avoid Reynaldo, then I would accompany you.
“We raised them together.”
Lavonne spoke gently as she touched my abdomen.
I was moved to tears, indeed, many times, girlfriends are more reliable
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than men.
Suddenly, Lavonne furrowed her brow and asked worriedly, “Did you forget that you drank so much alcohol last night? Will it have any impact on the baby?”
When she said that, I also became nervous.
I quickly got up and wanted to go ask the doctor, but Lavonne held me down and said, “You rest, I’ll go ask for you.”
She finished speaking and then quickly ran to the clinic.
I lowered my gaze and absentmindedly looked at the ultrasound report.
It’s actually strange that there were only two small fertilized eggs on the list, and nothing else could be seen clearly.
But looking at them, I just felt that those two fertilized eggs were so adorable and heartwarming.
In some time, they would become two lovely babies, coming out from my belly.