Chapter 186
Chapter 186:
“Maybe my son has a better chance with her,” I whispered, letting him hold me in his arms. Once I started talking, I couldn’t seem to stop myself. “Do you want to know the truth?” Oscar nodded, so I continued.
“You have a better chance with me. Because in the end, everyone left me. I know you’re worried, but you don’t have to be. Not with me p>
I knew it was messed up, but it was my truth. As much as I love him, I know that one day—maybe months or even years from now—he’s going to leave me for someone better. And I was okay with that. I’d take him for as long as he…
“Stop it, Zal! Don’t!” He slammed his lips to mine, pushed me back, and straddled my thighs. His kisses were punishing, and I deserved it.
As sweet as Oscar was, he stopped my words. He was insistent on letting me know that there was nothing in me that was going to make him leave. So I clung to his words and kissed him back, wanting it to be true. When he moved to put his arms on my shoulders and shoved his tongue into my mouth, kissing me deeper, I couldn’t help but give in completely.
The ride back to our place was filled with kisses as I kept grinding on his lap. I hugged him tight, kissed him deeper, but I didn’t let our intimacy go beyond that. I wanted Zal to know that I was it for him too, and I didn’t want sex to be the focus after his confession. So, we cuddled and kissed. A lot.
The thought that he had a son who was taken away from him made my heart break for Zal. His tough exterior made it harder to believe that he had a softer side, but after hearing his story, I knew he did.
To think that his fiancée cheated and took his son—honestly, I’d say I’d shoot the guy too if I were in his place. Hell, maybe I’d shoot the woman too. However, I think Zal spared her life because she was the mother of his son.
“Wait, I thought we were going straight to the penthouse p>
“You think all those kisses and cuddles will make me forget about our little stop at the piercing studio p>
“Fuck,” I cursed, finally getting off his lap. My hard dick quickly softened, and I heard Zal laugh softly before pulling me back onto his lap.
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“What’s the matter, baby? Feeling excited?” He unbuttoned my shirt and exposed my nipples. His lips were on them, and his hands supported my back. For more chapters visit.net
“You know I’m not.” I wanted to show him defiance, but when he flicked and sucked on my nipple, I whimpered like a goddamn virgin.
“Are you scared p>
“No… more like nervous,” I admitted, and he rewarded me by flicking and sucking on my other nipple as his fingers played with the first. I was hard again in seconds when I heard him say how sensitive my nipples were and how he’d enjoy playing with them once they were pierced and healed.
“You’ll be sore for one to two weeks, then the pain and swelling will be gone in three to four weeks. I’ll help you clean them. I’ll restrain myself and help you heal. No licking my precious toys until they completely heal. I’ve Googled the information, though you’ll have the details before you get it done p>
“I read they heal anywhere from six months to twelve months,” I said. I was more nervous about Zal ending things between us before my piercings even healed properly.
“Well, then that’ll be one year of me getting creative with our playtime p>
“You think you’ll stay with me that long?” I blurted out without even thinking about it.
“Baby, you’re it for me,” Zal said, his thumb gently caressing my lips before he leaned in to kiss me. I melted into his perfect kiss, my nerves easing under his touch. “Don’t be nervous. I’ll hold your hand, I’ll distract you. You won’t even notice that… oh look, we’re here,” he grinned, pulling down the divider as I slid off his lap. “Listen to the man, and if you decide to pass on the piercings, know that I won’t be disappointed. Never p>