Chapter 18

Chapter 18:

I stood in the shower like a soggy pretzel, hoping the scalding water would burn the confusion out of my skull.

Spoiler alert: it didn’t.

Ashton’s words kept looping: “Let’s get married for real p>

Excuse me? Was I concussed? Had I slipped and hit my head, developing some sexy-rich-boy-themed delusions? Because, last I checked, we were in a mutually agreed fake engagement. No strings, no vows, no wedding hashtags.

And yet, there he was, five minutes ago, standing in front of me with that infuriatingly composed face and that annoyingly persuasive baritone, dropping a “let’s get hitched” like he was suggesting brunch.

I mean, what even was that?

He had leaned in, speaking in that velvet-coated, emotionless CEO tone like he was negotiating a merger, but the only thing merging in my brain was every single R-rated thought I had ever had about him.

I hadn’t registered a single word, too busy inhaling his scent, staring at his lips, and letting my dumb, horny body teeter on the edge of blurting out yes. Thank God for the ringing phone that cut through the haze before I threw myself at him.

I cranked the water hotter, gently bumped my forehead against the tile, and groaned.

What was wrong with me? The second Ashton appeared, my logic disappeared like a side character in a horror film, leaving my poor brain cells to fend for themselves against the tsunami of testosterone and abs.

I wondered if he saw through my act, if he knew that while he talked about strategic alliances, all I could think about was how his Adam’s apple might taste.

If he ever realized I was so into him that I wasn’t even listening to his perfectly sensible, legally airtight proposal and was just picturing him naked… I’d actually die. Of humiliation. Possibly on the spot.

“Damn it,” I muttered, smacking the tap as if it owed me money.

𝓞𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝑒 𝓉𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝓪𝓽 g𝓪𝗅𝗇𝗈ν𝓮𝗅𝓈﹐ⅽ𝗼𝗺

I tried to rationalize it: maybe it was just the post-Rhys drought. After all, it had been a while. My libido had gone into hibernation, and Ashton had apparently jump-started it back to life.

Besides, it wasn’t all my fault. Even Agent Peggy Carter nearly face-planted into Steve Rogers’ pecs after the serum transformation, and she was literally a government-trained professional.

If she couldn’t resist a good set of chesticles, what hope did I have?

I was just a regular woman with a pulse. And a highly reactive, dangerously thirsty hormone system.

By the time I stepped out of my extra-long shower, my fingers were prunier than a sad raisin in the sun.

I stood in front of my wardrobe. Do I wear my usual sleepwear, which consisted of a threadbare uni tee with a coffee stain shaped suspiciously like Australia and a pair of shorts so tiny they’d get flagged on Instagram?

Or do I pretend to have dignity and put on something that didn’t scream “I’m trying to seduce you p>

In the end, I reached for a long, ankle-length dressing gown I’d bought during a misguided boho phase and never worn again. It was shapeless, scratchy, and about as flattering as a camping tarp.

I tiptoed out of my flat and paused at Ashton’s door.

He hadn’t pressured me for an answer when he suggested we get married. Said I should take my time and think about it.

But honestly, I was terrified that if I saw those hypnotic eyes of his again, I’d throw all rational thought out the window and say “yes p>

Worse, I was worried I’d be desperate enough to suggest we celebrate our new relationship status with a cheeky roll in the sheets.

Not that that was something I’d usually do.

Then again, I wasn’t really a one-night-stand kind of girl either. Or a fake fiancée kind of girl.

Apparently, I was going through a phase called “acting completely out of character and confusing the hell out of myself p>

When I finally pushed open the door to his place and saw the empty living room,

I wasn’t sure if I was relieved or gutted.

Possibly both.

He had left a note on the coffee table saying he had to fly to another city for urgent business but he’d be back in time for the party. He also said I could treat the place like mine.

Dangerous words. Because five seconds later, I was standing in his bedroom weighing the moral implications of crashing on his sofa versus full-on starfishing in his bed.

The bed won.

It smelled like him, and I slept like a baby.

Next morning, I woke up to find that my mum had called me roughly two dozen times and left a string of messages long enough to qualify as a podcast. Each one more shouty than the last, blaming me for Louisa’s accident.

Rhys might have called too, but I wouldn’t know—I’d blacklisted him as soon as I’d left the hospital.

There was also a message from Ashton. Louisa was out of surgery but still in ICU, loopy on anesthetic and not up for visitors.

I texted back a quick thank you and inhaled a breakfast of cold toast and half a banana.

Then it was time for work.

I’d barely set foot in the studio when I got summoned to the boss’s office.

Nyx Collective was a high-end jewelry design house co-founded by two bosses, but one of them was basically a ghost. As in, no one had seen him. Not once. He could’ve been an AI for all I knew.

Word on the street was that this mystery founder had bankrolled 80% of the start-up costs, which made him the real power behind the velvet curtain. Anyway, the person currently sitting across from me wasn’t that elusive financier, but the other boss. The one who did the actual work.

Savannah Lane was pushing forty but looked like she’d just been cast as the sexy barista in a romcom. Glowing skin, hair like a shampoo ad, and a wardrobe that screamed rich but relatable.

“Vanna, I’m really sorry,” I said as soon as I walked in, before she could unleash the guilt-tripping Kraken. “I know this week was a nightmare for the studio and I just… disappeared. I was sick, then there was other stuff, and time sort of did that thing where it flings itself into a volcano p>

“Relax.” Savannah smiled at me. “I didn’t drag you in here to scold you. I’m giving you a p>