Chapter 78
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Alpha Dorian
I was sitting in my office with my beta, Jared, and my ga*ma, Wes. It’s been a rough few days for me knowing my mate was alive and living with another alpha. I know I have a mate but seeing Evelyn again awoke all the feelings I had spent years burying. I knew I couldn’t be with her, so I moved on. I just never expected to see her alive and with my son.
Evelyn always told me she wanted to wait for her fated mate but when she pushed me further that night, I didn’t ask questions. I had wanted to be with her since the moment I met her and I wasn’t going to stop her from touching me. From crossing that line. I just never thought that one time would result in her having my son. And now that I know,
is alive, all I want is her. But how do I explain any of this to Lisa? I built a life with her even though it wasn’t what my heart wanted.
“Dorian, are you even listening?” Jared asked, pulling me from my thoughts.
“Sounds good,” I said, not listening to what they were discussing. Both of them sighed before I heard a knock on my office door and Lisa stuck her head in.
“Am I interrupting?” She asked, entering my office. I sat up, trying to look busy.
“Actually, Luna, we were just about to head out to speak with Alpha Blake’s warriors,” West answered, saving me. It felt wrong being with Lisa now that I knew my mate was alive. I’ve spent almost twenty years with this woman and she has given me a son. I should want her, and
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love her for everything she has done for me and this pack but all I can think about is Evelyn. Wondering if that f**ken alpha is touching my
mate.
“Babe, is everything alright?” Lisa had her arm wrapped around my shoulders. I didn’t realize I had smashed my fists on my desk until I heard the wood groan and looked down to see my hands balled into fists.
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“Yeah, I’m fine,” I grumbled, pulling away from her, I stood up from my chair and left my office. She’s used to me being moody but even I knew I was just being a d*ck.
And I shouldn’t have any reason to be upset with Evelyn moving on. She knew I had claimed another and raised a son with her while she was raising mine alone. Guilt twisted my stomach painfully. I should have jumped in after her, I wouldn’t have been an alpha but at least we would have been together.
I was outside the pack house, making my way to the border before Jared grabbed my arm, stopping me.
“What the hell was that?” He yelled and I growled.
“Dude, we get it but this isn’t her fault. She didn’t ask for any of this either,” Wes said, standing with Jared, who agreed with him.
“I don’t know how to handle this. She’s with Alpha Blake and there’s nothing I can do about it,” I growled in frustration.
“Lisa may not have been your first choice or your fated mate but she has been there for you and this pack. You at least owe her your respect.” Wes scolded me.
“I know!” I yelled, pinching the bridge of my nose.
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“I know,” I sighed once I calmed down.
“This isn’t fair to her but what am I supposed to do? My fated mate is playing house with another alpha. She has my son. Am I just supposed to forget about them and move on?” I ranted.
“Talk to her. It’s not going to be easy but it’s better than pushing her away. There isn’t anything you can do about Evelyn but hopefully one day your son will reach out.” Jared said. I just nodded.
There was too much happening and I was being pulled in different directions. Protect the pack, talk to Lisa, and forget that my mate is still alive. On top of my regular duties. I wish I never asked Alpha Blake for his help. I was better off not knowing about Evelyn and our
son.
I may not have been truly happy but I was
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the life I had with Lisa but now all I wan Content. I was content with.
Evie. I want to feel alive again.
is the passion I had with
“And she is never going to forgive you,” Fang whined.
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“Even if you told her the truth that doesn’t change that you are marked by Lisa. We have a pup with her and a life.” He continued.
“Don’t you want your fated mate? And our son? I’m not saying we cut Lisa or Chadwick from our lives, I just want to be with them too. I want both. And that may be selfish but I don’t care. She was made for us.” I retorted. I closed the link as I followed Jared and Wes.
“Alpha Dorian, there’s nothing to report.” Alpha Blake’s ga*ma informed me.
It’s been a few days since they arrived and there haven’t been any attacks. I was hoping for some insight into these attacks but if Alpha Blake’s men know something they aren’t saying.
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“So what do you think is happening?” I asked him.
“I’m not sure, Alpha. We could have our warriors at one location and see if the other two get attacked. We will be close if anything happens.” He explained.
“That’s a good plan. Let’s move our members to the west and I’ll stay here with you and your men. This way I’ll be alerted to any attacks through the link,” Wes said.
“Make it happen and let me know if anything happens,” I told them before I headed back toward the pack house. I needed to talk to my Luna.
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