Chapter 316
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Katia’s POV
I sat down on the sofa nearest the window, watching Martha hover near the boxes without quite touching them yet, clearly waiting for the proper moment, the kind of moment she had spent her entire life learning how to construct and present. Jude stood beside her, relaxed, entirely in his element, a man who understood how performance worked in rooms like this one and had decided to give an excellent one.
Julian took the chair across from me without being asked, the same chair he always seemed to find in any room within seconds of entering it, as though some part of him had already mapped the furniture before he walked through the door.
He did not look at the boxes again.
He looked at me instead, briefly, his expression unreadable, and then turned his attention to the window as though the gravel drive outside held more interest for him than anything happening inside the room.
Delia sat as far from both of us as the seating arrangement allowed.
The boxes sat unopened on the low table near the window for most of dinner, a kind of silent centerpiece nobody seemed willing to address directly until the main course had been cleared and the wine had loosened something in the room.
It was David, surprisingly, who brought it back up.
“So,” he said, gesturing vaguely toward the boxes with his glass, “are we opening those tonight or saving the suspense p>
“After dessert,” Martha said quickly, the way a woman protected a moment she had been planning all day.
Delia set her fork down with more force than the gesture required.
“I still want to know,” she said, her voice carrying just enough edge to make David glance at her, “what Julian brought p>
The table went quiet.
Martha’s eyes moved to Julian with the same bright, expectant interest she had shown at the front door, as though she believed enough silence might still produce a different answer than the one he had already given her.
“I told your mother already,” Julian said, setting his own glass down with a quiet click against the table. “Nothing p>
“You could have brought something,” Delia said. “Anything p>
Julian looked at her.
He did not raise his voice. He did not lean forward or perform any of the small gestures people used to signal they were taking a moment seriously. He simply looked at the table, at all of us, his expression entirely level.
“Have I ever brought gifts before?” he questioned.
Nobody answered immediately, because the question was not really a question. It was a statement dressed politely enough to pass as one.
“In two years of attending dinners in this house,” he continued, “have I once arrived with anything beyond myself? I am asking honestly. I would like someone at this table to correct me if my memory is wrong p>
Martha opened her mouth, then closed it again.
“No,” Delia said quietly. “You have not p>
“Then I am not certain why tonight required a departure from that pattern,” Julian said. “I did not arrive expecting an evening built around exchanges. I arrived because I was invited and because Katia asked me to p>
I felt several pairs of eyes shift toward me at that, but I kept my attention on Julian, who had not so much as glanced in my direction since he started speaking. He is literally telling them he is here because of me.
“Some men,” Jude said smoothly, breaking the silence with the easy, practiced charm he wore like a second suit, “simply enjoy giving. It is not a competition, Windsor p>
“I agree,” Julian said. “It is not. Which is why I find it interesting that the only person at this table treating it as one is sitting across from me with four boxes on a side table p>
Jude’s smile thinned slightly, the first real crack I had seen in his composure since we walked through the door.
“I only meant,” Jude said, “that some of us were raised to believe a gift was an expression of regard. Perhaps that tradition simply did not take root in your family the same way p>
“Perhaps it did not,” Julian said, entirely unbothered. “My family expresses regard differently. We tend not to require an audience for it p>
The remark landed with a quiet precision that made David choke slightly on his wine, and Martha’s hand drifted up to touch the pearls at her throat, the same instinctive gesture she had been making all evening whenever the conversation grew sharper than she had planned for.
Delia stared at her plate.
I watched her jaw work silently, the muscle there tightening and releasing, and understood that whatever Julian had just said about audiences had landed somewhere far more personal for her than it had for anyone else at the table. Two years of watching him give nothing, dressed up tonight as a philosophy rather than what it had actually felt like to live inside.
“Well,” Martha said, recovering with the speed of a hostess determined not to let her dinner collapse into something unrecoverable, “I think dessert is ready. Shall we move to the sitting room p>
Nobody objected.
We rose from the table in the strange, careful silence that followed an exchange everyone had heard but nobody wanted to discuss further, and as we filed toward the sitting room where the four boxes were still waiting, Julian fell into step beside me for just a moment, close enough that only I would hear him.
“I meant what I said,” he murmured. “I have never needed a box to prove anything to anyone p>
“I know,” I said.
“Good,” he said, and stepped ahead of me into the room where Martha was already reaching, finally, for the ribbon on the first box.
I lingered a moment in the doorway, watching the room rearrange itself around the boxes the way a tide rearranged sand, everyone settling back into the seats they had occupied before dinner with the same quiet efficiency of people who had done this exact thing in this exact house more times than any of them probably cared to count.
Jude moved to stand near Martha, close enough to be photographed beside her if anyone had thought to bring a camera, his earlier irritation already smoothed back into something gracious and warm. He had recovered faster than I expected. I supposed a man who had built an entire fortune out of presenting the correct face at the correct moment did not stay rattled for long.
Julian took up a position near the window again, the same chair, the same careful distance from the center of the room, watching the unwrapping with the detached interest of a man observing a transaction that had nothing to do with him.
David poured himself another drink and settled onto the sofa with the relief of a man who had survived the most difficult part of the evening and now expected nothing further to be asked of him beyond polite enthusiasm.
I sat down near the window, close enough to Julian that our shoulders nearly touched, and felt rather than saw him notice the choice.
Delia remained standing near the doorway for a moment longer than everyone else, her arms folded loosely across her middle, watching her mother’s hands work at the ribbon on the first box with an expression I could not entirely read. Whatever was inside those boxes, I suspected it was going to cost her more than it cost anyone else in the room to watch them being opened.
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