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I moved into the room properly, taking in the scene more fully. Ivory’s workspace was organized chaos- notes scattered across every surface, vials and compounds arranged in precise rows, monitoring equipment displaying data about the sleeping guards. And Ivory herself looked exhausted despite her claims of being fine. Dark circles under her eyes. Hair escaping from its practical braid. Clothes rumpled from hours of continuous work.

“You need to rest,” I said gently. “Whatever you’re working on can wait until tomorrow p>

Tm documenting the accelerant effects while they’re fresh,” Ivory protested. “The data is time-sensitive. If I wait, I might miss important details about how the compounds metabolized, how long recovery took, whether there were any unexpected complications p>

“The guards are being monitored,” Nina pointed out. “If anything unexpected happens, the system will alert you immediately. You don’t need to physically hover over your notes all night p>

“But the documentation p>

“Can be completed tomorrow when you’re not dead on your feet,” I interrupted. “Ivory, you’re brilliant. Your work today was extraordinary. But you’re also human-well, wolf-and you need rest like everyone else. Pushing yourself to collapse doesn’t help anyone p>

Ivory looked like she wanted to argue further, but something in my expression must have convinced her. Or maybe she was just too tired to maintain the protest. Her shoulders sagged slightly, exhaustion showing through her clinical facade.

“Fine,” she conceded. “I’ll rest. Soon. I just need to finish these current notes so I don’t lose the observations p>

I moved to look at what she was writing, curiosity overcoming propriety. Her notebook was filled with dense technical notation-chemical formulas, metabolic pathways, detailed observations about each guard’s reaction to the accelerants. The level of detail was staggering. She wasn’t just documenting basic effects, she was tracking every nuance, every variable, building a comprehensive understanding of exactly how her compounds worked.

“This is incredible,” I said quietly. “The level of detail, the precision-how do you even track all of this p>

“Training, Ivory said simply. “Years of learning to observe carefully, document thoroughly, question everything. You can’t develop effective treatments if you don’t understand exactly what’s happening at every stage of the process p>

She pointed to a particular section of notes. “See here? Jordan’s recovery is progressing slightly faster than the others despite him being the last to collapse. That suggests his natural metabolism processes the compounds more efficiently. Which means if we ever need to use accelerants again, he’d be an ideal candidate-he gets the full benefits with shorter recovery time p>

“You’re already thinking about next time,” I observed.

“Of course, Ivory said, as if this was obvious. “Today proved the accelerants work. That they can make the

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critical difference in emergency situations. But they also proved they need refinement-the collapse was more dramatic than I’d calculated, the timing was off, and we need better ways to predict individual reactions. So yes, I’m already thinking about improvements for next time p>

Nina had moved to examine some of the monitoring equipment, giving Ivory and me a semblance of privacy while remaining close enough to chaperone. Always the diplomat, my security chief.

Towe you more than thanks,” I said quietly. “You gave us the tools we needed to survive. Created something remarkable under pressure. And you did it knowing the risks-both to the guards who’d take the compounds and to your own reputation if anything went wrong p>

“I did it because it was necessary, Ivory replied, but her voice was softer now. Less defensive. “Because losing you would have been catastrophic for the pack. Because protecting our Alpha and Luna is part of my responsibility as healer p>

“Is that the only reason?” I asked, and immediately regretted the question. Too personal. Too probing. Crossing lines I’d just promised myself I’d maintain.

But Ivory didn’t look away. Didn’t deflect or change the subject. Just met my gaze directly with those golden eyes that had always been able to see through my carefully maintained facades.

“No, she admitted quietly. “It’s not the only reason. But the other reasons don’t matter. Shouldn’t matter. You’re bonded to Aria. You made your choice. And I respect that choice even if I don’t fully understand it p>

The honesty was painful. The acknowledgment of feelings that couldn’t be acted on, shouldn’t even be discussed, hanging between us like physical weight.

“Ivory”

“Don’t,” she interrupted gently. “Don’t make this harder than it already is. Don’t say things that will complicate everything further. Just… thank you for checking on me. For caring enough to come here when you should be sleeping beside your mate. But you should go now. Before either of us says something we can’t take back p>

She was right. I knew she was right. But standing there, looking at her exhausted face, seeing the careful way she was maintaining distance despite clearly not wanting to-it took everything I had not to close that distance. Not to pull her into my arms the way my wolf was screaming at me to do.

“Come on, Alpha,” Nina said, appearing at my elbow. “Ivory’s right. We should let her finish her notes and get some rest. We’ve confirmed she’s alive and functional. Mission accomplished p>

I nodded, forcing myself to step back. To create physical distance that matched the emotional distance Ivory was trying to maintain.

“Rest,” I said again. “Please. The pack needs you healthy and sharp, not running yourself into the ground out of dedication p>

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