Chapter 147

Chapter 147
It felt good to finally be able to say all the things that I wanted, the things that I’d craved but never had in my mate bond. I’d felt guilty about it at first, starting with things that seemed less intense. But Christina had only seemed to get more excited with each suggestion. And honestly, the restraints had been a surprise, but a good one. It had forced me to give up control and in doing so, I’d been able to tell her everything that I wanted.
I’m not sure, however, that she realized the primary thing that I said, the thing that I wanted most. Her. That had come from my wolf, and it had been so unexpected that I’d thought she’d balk. But she’d been riding me through her orgasm and then I was exploding inside her too, finally saying the words that I’ve been biting back. I want everyone to know that she’s mine.
I’m not going to say it again. The words have been spoken, and Christina is dealing with her own internal battles right now. I won’t add to that or let my feelings for her interfere with her studies this semester. But once this semester is over, we’ll need to talk. Ar between now and then, I want to live out every fantasy I’ve ever had and find out hers so we can live those out as well. I want that. I want those memories with her.
On Sunday morning, I get ready, thinking again about last night. and how fucking sexy Christina is. I hadn’t expected her to be such a tease, sitting right in front of my face and playing with herself. I could smell her, see how soaking wet she was, and then she’d only let me taste the little bit of her that SHE allowed.
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It was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen in my life.
When I get downstairs, she’s already there. The thought of last. night and of the many nights to come, has my dick going hard. Good thing I was prepared for that. Wearing double briefs isn’t comfortable, but walking around with a hard on poking out of your pants is even less comfortable.
“How are you this morning, Sebastian?” Christina asks, coming to stand beside me as we drink our coffee and wait for breakfast. It looks like Noah is on breakfast duty with Haley and Charlotte today. There’s something different about him this morning, a new confidence maybe. I’ll have to pay attention and see if I’m right.
“I’m doing well, Christina. How are you? Still feeling off?”
“I’m feeling a bit better today than I was yesterday which was better than I was on Friday.”
“It should get easier every day and this week, we’ll start rebuilding. The tearing down is done, or at least it will be as long as the young Alphas are figuring out their shit,” I tell her.
“Good morning, everyone,” Josephine says, getting coffee and walking er. “Am I the only lucky partner who got a young Alpha who is desperate to please?” she says softly so only those of us around her can hear. Ahh, so that’s the new
confidence in him.
“No, Liam started off rough, but he’s making up for lost time,” Mia murmurs.
“Based on my observations, we have a good class of Alphas this semester, with one exception,” I say.
“Who is that?” Jo asks.
“Alpha
I–don’t–know–what–a–clit–is Logan. Sylvie got stuck with him,” Mia tells her.
“I’d forgotten why I liked participating in that class, but damn, I was reminded very quickly,” she says. As we talk, Noah catches. sight of Josephine and waves at her. She waves back and smiles. “Noah may have some learning to do, but he takes direction very well.”
I look at Christina. She seems uncomfortable with the conversation, probably because she’s now part of the ‘young Alpha‘ group this year. I wink at her and change the subject.
After breakfast, I decide to go for a run through the forest. I’m excited at the prospect of being able to hunt Christina out here, but it’s been a long time since I’ve run through the forest itself. I find a couple of areas I’d like to show her, in between hunting her wolf. By the time lunch rolls around, I’m excited about what tonight will bring and what Christina has in mind. Since I know this is about me giving up control, I don’t bother asking her. I know she won’t tell me which just adds to the excitement.
The first class after lunch is Sensory class. Even though I know she’s pulling nerself together, I still want to make sure that Christina is steady. I know this is her favorite class, but I also know that Sensory class is the easiest class to second guess yourself in especially when you’re in the first weeks after hell week.
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