Chapter 57

“Good,” he murmurs, his lips kissing their way down my shoulder as his hands move up my hips and over my stom- ach before covering my breasts and teasing my nipples.
It only takes a few moments before I’m arching into his touch, my bare ass rubbing against his hardened length with only his pants between us.
He reaches up and nibbles on my car. “Go lay on the bed, face up.”
Sebastian
To say I’m frustrated with myself would be an understatement. I know better. I fucking know better, and I let myself get cocky. Well, there are always consequences when you become overly confident, and nothing releases the air on a much–too–large ego like hearing that the woman you thought you gave a fantastic orgasm to actually faked it and did it so well you didn’t even realize it.
And now, I’m practically desperate to put my hands on her to prove that I’m not some dumb, egotistical Alpha who thinks he’s the goddess‘ gift to women. Someone like Logan. But then, I turn around and see her gorgeous body and my desperate need to put my hands on her comes from an entirely different place, a place of desire.
In any other environment, I would have continued right where we were, with her standing in front of me, naked, her body mine to enjoy, tease, and please. And because the hot wave of desire rushes through me, I tell her to lie on the bed. I need to get this right tonight. She’ll be in front of the class tomorrow night and my window of getting her to trust me enough to make her orgasm is quickly closing.
When she lies on the bed, I already know she’s nervous. It’s written all over her very tense body. Even if her body was responding to me almost instantly, I won’t get anywhere with her until I can get her to relax.
“Before I begin, I’d like permission to touch you and kiss you in any way I think will help you relax. Do you agree? I would rather not stop in the middle of something to ask your permission.”
“Yes,” she says softly, and I see her body tense even more. Getting her to let go is going to be a challenge, but I’m up for the challenge.
“Thank you.” I sit above her head, and as always, I start at her shoulders and neck.
“Geez, Christina. Is all this stress from classes today? Is this from the Beast?”
Her eyes had been closed, but they open to look up at me. “I think it was more about talking to you. I was really wor- ried about how this conversation was going to go.”
I stop and move around her so she’s not looking at me upside down. I want her to see how serious I am about this. “No matter what you need to talk to me about, Christina, I will always treat you with respect and I will always hear
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what you have to say. We can disagree, we can even argue, but I will always respect you and hear your side.”
“Thank you, Sebastian.”
“Is that why you looked tired today? You didn’t sleep last night because of this? ”
She nods.
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“Then, I expect to see you well–rested tomorrow. And to think, you got that far on the Beast with little to no sleep. I can’t imagine how well you’ll do when you’ve had a good night’s sleep.”
She smiles and I move back into the massage position, beginning to work the knots out of her shoulders. You’d think I hadn’t been massaging her every night for the last few nights. She’s so fucking tight again.
“That’s the number one rule in the Communication class, right?” she asks.
“What’s that?” I ask her. I already know the answer, but I want to open communication to help her relax.
“You don’t just listen. You have to hear what the other person is saying. Alpha James says there’s a difference. Lis- tening implies that you hear the words that are being said. Hearing means that you understand the intent and meaning behind the words that are being spoken.”
“That’s correct.”
“ Is that why you and Dane are both so intense when I talk to you.”
“Define intense,” I say.
Her eyes open again. “With both of you, when I talk to you, it feels like there’s no one else in the world, like nothing is more important than I am in that moment.”