Chapter 465

465 – I Lost Myself Entirely

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Just when I thought I was one step ahead, my world collapsed. Graham played the audio call between my mother and Sherry, along with everything I had said that night.

It was overwhelming. I had nothing better to do, so I had run my mouth for hours, admitting my guilt and my crimes, endangering not only my own life but Sherry’s career as well.

Everyone would suffer because of me.

At that moment, I was terrified. My emotions were scattered, and I could do nothing but beg him.

He sat on the couch, gesturing toward his cock, who stood tall at the thought of abusing another alpha’s Luna.

I closed my eyes and moved forward on my knees, wrapping my fingers around his dick. 2

The next few minutes were the worst. I pleasured him with my mouth.

Throughout it, he groaned, ran his hand through my hair, and muttered strange, degrading things.

In the end, he made me swallow, and I did. I could not think clearly.

My judgment was clouded.

I began to hate my own existence. I could not understand what had happened to me, why my subconscious had not stopped me, why I could not take the risk, why I was so afraid of punishment, why I was terrified that if those audios were released, Ron would reject me completely.

I just could not do it at that moment. I only knew that I had to remain good in Ron’s eyes at any cost.

I had to hide every truth about myself. I needed to make Ron fall in love with me again, and for that, nothing against me could come out. 1

Out of that fear, I kept going.

When I pleasured him with my mouth and finally pulled back, there was a cocky grin on his face, as if he was humiliating me without words.

“See? This is what happens when you mess with someone above your status,” Graham scoffed, pointing toward the tissues before stretching his arms across the back of the couch.

I knew what that meant.

“You will not tell Ron about this,” I whispered, pleading.

I quickly grabbed a tissue and wiped his pants and his body while he remained seated, watching me.

“I will not tell him as long as you listen to me. I am not going to make you do anything bad. This ends here. You do not need to worry. Madeline will never find out, and I will not hurt her after this. I promise myself that I will never let anything happen to Madeline. That is what you wanted, right? That is why you were taking revenge. So relax,” Graham assured, fastening his pants and putting his belt back on.

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“Now go and sleep peacefully. Do not overthink this. I am not a bad person,” he added, rising from the couch.

I was still on my knees.

He gently stroked my head, as if nothing had happened.

“Do not think too much, alright? Good night,” he murmured before walking out of the mansion.

I stayed there for a while. Then a wave of disgust passed through my body.

I pushed myself to my feet and ran. I opened my bedroom door slightly, glanced at my bed, then rushed to the bathroom and vomited into the sink.

Darkness began to cloud my vision. It felt as though I had made a mistake so grave that I had lost Ron forever.

“Can you hear me? Please reassure me. Please tell me I did nothing wrong,” I cried out to my wolf, but she remained silent.

“Why are you not speaking? Have you left me too?” I sobbed, staring at myself in the mirror.

A surge of fear and grief hit me at once. Moments ago, I had been terrified of losing Ron, and now I was crying because I feared I had lost my wolf as well.

Maybe she had abandoned me forever after seeing what a failure I was.

“No. You cannot do this. You cannot leave me. Please answer me,” I begged, splashing water on my face again and again, calling out to her.

She did not respond.

Suddenly, dizziness overwhelmed me, as if I were about to faint.

It felt as if I was about to lose consciousness again.

I dragged myself out of the bathroom so I would not collapse inside and hurt myself. I did not make it far before I fell onto the floor and everything went dark.

When I woke up in the morning, I found myself in bed. My maids were standing around me.

“Your Highness, you were unconscious on the cold floor all night. Are you alright?” one of the maids asked.

I barely managed to nod my head, praying it had all been a dream. I was terrified for my relationship with Ron. “What is this?” I asked the maid when I noticed something else on the tray beside the juice and fruit.

“I checked the washroom. I think you were throwing up all night. Then you fainted. I thought it might be good news, so I brought a pregnancy test,” she explained.

The moment she said that, disgust rose inside me again. I felt like I was about to throw up once more.

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