Chapter 488
Jabi
The door opens again and he walks in with another bottle in his hand. I look at the table and the one he gave me last night is still there. I am being stubborn but I know that I need to actually drink the blood. I need all the strength I can get to get out of here. For once in my life, I want to prove to everyone that I am strong enough to fight my own battles and I have been thinking about it all night.
I just don’t know how I am going to get out of here.
“Hi,’’ he manages as he drops the bottle on the table, next to the other one. “I need you to drink the blood Jabi. I need blood from you, that is the only way this thing can be mutual,’’ he adds.
I furrow my brows “I don’t want to give you my blood,” I tell him blatantly.
He cups his hand around my jaw and puts his face close to mine. “Listen,’’ he sighs “I need you to make this easy for the both of us. You can’t keep pushing me away when you have nowhere else to go.’’
“I have a home; I have a mate. You are keeping me here against my will,’’ I remind him because he seems to think I will cooperate with him to survive. I will rather be dead than cooperate with him.
“Drink the blood Jabi, please.”
He moves away from me and I watch him as he walks out of the room and closes the door gently. I sink into the bed and close my eyes for a second. I don’t know what he did to me but I don’t feel as weak as I felt yesterday. I have been here for a day and it feels like I am suffocating inside these walls.
You need to do something about this.
My wolf tells me.
Yes, I know you are right but I don’t know how I am going to get out of here. I don’t know how I could possibly trick someone who seems to have everything planned and figured out.
Lenny seems to know what he is doing. He seems to know what he wants and right now, all he wants is my blood.
Drink the blood.
Get stronger and get the hell out of here.
I look at the bottles on the table, the blood is calling to me but I have been trying o have self-control. I have been trying to show him that I am stubborn but it is not working. Maybe my wolf is right. I know I need to find a way to escape but how can I. I stand up from the bed and walk over to the window. there are bars on the other part of the window, it just makes me feel like I am in some sort of prison. I look out of the window and all I see is the ocean.
The water, in the middle of nowhere.
I don’t know where we are and how I can get out of here. He must have known to bring me here before he even took me. I should have insisted on following Darrien. I shouldn’t have let him leave me alone.
I walk back to the bed and grab the first bottle from the table. I open it and then drink it down. I feel like I am finally getting the strength back but I am not sure how much strength this bottle will give me. I drink the whole bottle and go to the next one. I didn’t realize how thirsty I was. I didn’t realize how much I needed this. Just as I am done, the door opens and he walks in. His eyes dart to the table and a wide smile spread on his face.
“You finally finished my bottles,’’ he says and moves towards me. I try to push him away but he is too strong for me. He grabs my arm and then pins me to the bed. My breath gets stuck in my throat as he leans down and kisses my neck. I am frozen. I can’t stop it from happening, I am letting him do this. The only thing I am doing is crying out in pain as he bites my skin. I try to cry out but I am unable to. I can only look at him as he bites and drags his canine fangs across my neck. He keeps licking until it is all over. I feel my arms being tied down as he takes in my blood. The strength I just got. The strength I was supposed to use to get out of here.
I lie there, unable to stop this violation from happening. Unable to do anything and suddenly a memory springs up to my head. He has done this to me before, everything Dar said was true. Under the bleachers, the pleas. This is all like deja vu and just like the last time, it seems like I am helpless, like I can’t do anything to get out of this.
Help me.
I silently beg my wolf, even though he is a part of me. Even though I am supposed to be the strong one in this.
I try but nothing happens.
You have to do this on your own. You have to learn to protect yourself.
My wolf tries to motivate me but I can’t do anything. I can’t fight him, he is just too strong for me and the more of my blood he drinks, the weaker I get. I lie there, helpless as he finishes off.
I feel violated as he gets up from the bed, licking his lips slowly “Thank you for that Jabi, I really mean it.”
He walks out of the room and I am alone again. This time, I feel worse. It feels like he took something from me. Something that I can never get back and I couldn’t fight him.
I couldn’t do anything.
I am useless.
Useless without Darrien and this time, I don’t think he can find me.
I haven’t felt him all day and I know he can’t feel me too.
I am in trouble.