Chapter 612
Rex
The car ride is quiet but somehow it feels nice.
I haven’t had this much peace in a while and it seems like they both feel the same way as me.
I don’t know where Blue has planned to take us to but I will take anywhere in the world. Even a hut right now would be okay. As long as I get to spend time with them. My hands are sweaty, and the nerves of excitement are kicking in. we haven’t ever really had a date before. Like we have had moments before. We have had fun and then there was also the mating ritual but as a throuple. The three of us, haven’t been out together and it feels nice.
I am in the back seat, happy with this goofy smile on my face.
“Why are we all so quiet?’’ Blue pipes up. He is also smiling. The second we drove out of the gates of the estate, I felt a weight being lifted off my shoulders.
I don’t even want to go back and even though I know that it is something that we will eventually face. We will leave this place and then we will have our lives to live. I want to go back to school, I want to live a semi-normal life. I want to start a family with my mates.
I want to finally be happy.
It is all a possibility and I believe that it will happen but for now, I have to just take things slow with them.
One date at a time.
“I am happy,’’ I blurt out subconsciously. I don’t even know when I say it or why but they both turn to look at me. Blue from the rearview mirror. My heart is racing because no matter how long I have spent with them, they still make me feel giddy and nervous. I still get the tingles from their touch. They is this ecstatic feeling that I can’t explain.
Right now, that is all I am getting from them.
All the butterflies.
The tingles.
We get to the hotel and it looks fancy. Blue is the first one out of the car and he rushes to open the door for me. His hands stretch to me and I take them in mine. My grip is strong, somehow, I don’t want this feeling to disappear. If only I could freeze this moment in time. Keep us here in this reality where we have no worries, in life, there will always be worries, there will always be times when you feel like the world is too heavy to carry. These couple of days have felt like that. not knowing your future—hell not knowing if you even have a future can be torture but then there comes times like tonight, where it’s just the people that matter and that future that seemed so lost suddenly becomes clear. Like a bright light that shines directly over you.
I can see the things that we will experience together. Our life will be long and we will be happy. We are going to be together. Nothing is going to take them away from me.
My hands stay engulfed around his as he pulls me closer to him. I lean forward and stand on my toes because he is taller than me. I am still holding him as Gyles comes closer to us. We are in front of the hotel, I can feel the valet lingering but he doesn’t interrupt us. Usually, I am not one for public displays of affection but at this moment, I don’t care, I want the world to see us. All three of us. I don’t care if they know that I am in love.
There is nothing to hide.
“Come here,’’ Blue gestures with his free hand for Gyles, who immediately comes into our embrace. There is this warmth I get when the three of us are together. It is slightly there when it is just two of us but the three of us is another story. A force to be reckoned with and that is how I feel right now as Gyles grips the right side of my waist.
His touch is electric. Fire and more.
Shit.
I kiss Gyles first and in my mind, it was supposed to be a short and sweet kiss. Just a reassurance of our feelings for each other but it is more than that it becomes so intense that I have to squeeze Blue to make sure he is still present at the moment with us. I don’t care that we are outside.
Our tongues dance together, in a rhythm that makes this all worth it. I feel the chemicals dance around my body and it makes me even more excited that I pull away and do the same to Blue. Kissing the men I love and being in the middle of this sandwich is perfect. I want the intimacy, I want this connection to last forever.
“We should get a room,’’ Blue manages softly. His voice travels into my ear and somehow, the invitation rests in the confinement of my heart.
I’d like that. From the reaction I am getting from the two of them—it seems like they would like that too.
I don’t know what his plan was for this night but like our life. Nothing has ever gone as planned. Everything happens in a rush as we get the key to the room and he leads us into the elevator. It is a flash, I can barely even remember getting up to the room but the minute we do, we are all over each other.
This place feels different.
I touch Blue, he touches Gyles. We kiss each other and it is perfect. Perfect because there is no one else but us. I am so lost in this moment. So happy for the first time in a long time and nothing, I mean nothing can ruin this night. I will hold unto it for the rest of my life.
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