Chapter 290

Gyles.
I walk back to the room and Rex shuffles on the bed. He doesn’t want to talk to me, it seems like he has nothing o say to me. I know he is still there. Deep down, inside. The man that cares about me is lurking and begging me to come out. I want to bring him out, I have done a lot of mind reading and compulsion since I came back. I know how deep I can get into someone’s mind but somehow, it seems like he is blocking me out.
Blue said I should wait. He said he will figure things out and the fact that he is not telling us what he plans to do scares me. I felt the fear in him before he left. Whatever he plans on doing must not be good and I couldn’t stop him because I promised myself that I was going to trust him.
He thinks he can handle this on his own but I feel like it is something that we have to do together. we are three powerful people; he doesn’t need to shoulder this on his own.
“Stop staring at me,’’ I hear his voice as he interrupts my thoughts. I wasn’t staring at him; I had spaced out so fast that I didn’t even know I was looking at him.
I shake my head “I wasn’t staring at you,’’ I deter with an eye roll. I am pissed at him right now. the fact that he chose to hurt me. The fact that he would even do that to me still stings.
“Oh really?’’ he raises a brow and stands up from the bed. He ewalks over to me and I watch him as he stops in front of me.
I nod.
He smiles. he seems to be back to himself. when he is like this, it is easy to talk to him. I want to get a way to get around to it. “I am sorry,’’ he breathes out heavily. I lcose my eyes for a second as he rests his hands on my face. The rtpouch sends electricity down my spine, reminding me of how much I love him. Rex is still Rex, no matter what happens to him. he will always be the one person that made me feel at home in the community. When it felt like I lose teverything, he was there. He made me feel like I belonged and that made my heart his. I will always love him, no matter how many times he hurts me.
“Does it still hurt?’’ he asks. I open my eyes and he is watching me intently. There is a smile on his face, one that screams hurt. He is not happy right now, but he is trying to make me feel better.
“Not really,’’ I lie. I am still not healing as fast as I should. The lack of blood is affecting me a lot more than I thought it would.
“Can I see?’’ he asks.
I shake my head immediately. I don’t want him to feel bad about it. I don’t want him beating himself up for this. I just want him to get better. His hands slide away from my face and he is tugging at my shirt. I grab his hand in mine to stop him.
“Don’t,’’ I tell him firmly.
He sighs loudly but pulls his hands away from “I am losing you. I can feel it,’’ he confesses his emotions out loud.
I furrow my brows in confusion because I don’t even understand what he means by that. He continues “You hate me. I hurt you.’’
“You think I hate you?’’
He nods.
“Is it possible to hate you?’’
He shrugs like that question is one he doesn’t know the answer to. Rex could hurt everyone in the world. he could become a monster and I will still love him. I know who he is. the man I fell in love with and I know that he is kind-hearted. He would never hurt anyone intentionally and if they make him into a monster, I will be by his side until he comes back to me. I will never desert him.
“I can never hate you,’’ I tell him honestly. His eyes shift away from me. He can’t even look at me right now “You are everything to me. the light that shines so brightly on me. I will never think about you and associate hatred with it.”
“I don’t know how to stop this. I don’t know how to stop feeling so dark,’’ he confesses. The fact that he is telling me this is progress.
Things are happening to him—things that he can’t say. you don’t need to use words all the time. You don’t need to say things out loud all the time.
We have something that no one else has.
A mind link.
One that connects us as mates together. I haven’t thought about it all through this. I need to get to his mind. A mind that is mine. as his mate, I have a key to his mind. One that was given to me the day I met him. I watch him as a smile sprawls up to my face. He creases his brows in confusion. I am pretty sure he doesn’t know why I am smiling but I feel like I have found a way to make things better. I think I have found a way to make things better.
“I know how to get in. I know how you can tell me all those unspoken words.” I tell him excitedly.
“How?’’ he asks me confused.
I grab both of his hands in mine and “You are mine rex. no one is going to come in between you, me, and Blue. you should already know that.’’
A tear falls out of his eyes as the words leave my lips. This is my assurance to him. this is me telling him that I will always be on his side.
“It feels like I am slipping away from you guys.” He tells me as I wipe the tears from his face. I don’t want him to be sad. I hate that some invisible force has come in between us. I hate that he is losing himself in this.
You have me. I am here. We don’t have to say anything. just show me how you feel.
I send him a mind link.
I want him to let me in.
He is strong enough to do this.
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