Chapter 573

Blue
Nighttime has always been my favorite. I always loved the peace and quiet. The sound of nature waking up. I would look up at the sky and admire the stars. The night was always a calming time for me but right now, I am far from calm.
We are under a tree, even though we don’t need the shade as the sun has long set. Badger is still unconscious. Blood is pouring out of the bite. I don’t even give a shit right now. I would be happy if she just dropped dead.
I feel like me just watching her in my wolf form is a waste of time but I don’t want to go back to the coven if she is still alive. I need to see her in her true form. I need an explanation as to why she did all this.
I don’t just want to kill her while she is unconscious. To me, that just doesn’t make any sense.
Wake up, dammit.
My thoughts are in anger. I just want to get this over with. it is almost like she hears me cause in the next second, her eyes partly open slowly. I watch her, ready to attack, in case she tries anything. At first, the look of confusion fills her face but once her eyes land on me in my wolf form, recognition hits her immediately.
She tries to sit up but I see the pain in her eyes, it is evident and there is this big part of me that is happy for the pain she is feeling. She must know that is me because there is fear in her eyes. She didn’t expect this to happen and she doesn’t know what I am going to do to her.
I use this opportunity to turn back to me. I want her to see me as we have this conversation. I want her to know how much I hate her.
How much I wish she was never my mother.
“What are you doing son,’’ she asks me with Badger’s voice. I want her to be herself. I want her to show herself.
“The games are over. you can stop playing.”
I am naked. I should be vulnerable but right now, all I can focus on is making her miserable. That is all that matters. I don’t plan on sparing her life. I don’t want her in the same world that I exist. I want her gone out of my life and my world.
It is not as easy as I think it is going to be but I at least have to try. I have to be strong in this moment because she is my sole focus. She is the one that I need to eliminate.
He shakes his head as blood continues to pour out of his hand. I want her to bleed to death. I don’t even need her to suffer anymore. I just want her gone.
“What are you talking about. I let you come back to the coven. I accepted you back, as a son. I knew how much you meant to your mother and I wanted her to live on through you and this is how you repay me,’’ he tries to stand up again but he is too weak. He has lost too much blood and it makes me glad.
“Cut the bullshit. I know the truth. You don’t have to keep pretending with me.’’ I roll my eyes because her façade has gone on for too long and I am sick of it.
“I don’t know what you are talking about. If you want to leave, you are free to leave but don’t even come back.’’
I scoff “I don’t want to leave; I want to kill you but I need you to show your true self first. I am tired of all the lies.”
“What true self?’’ she asks me.
She is still trying to keep up the lie.
I am not fucking here for it.
“I know who you are. I know you know that I know.” I run my hands through my hair to keep it out of my eyes from the wind.
It is starting to get cold but I must keep my brave face. I can’t let her see me with even the littlest bit of weakness.
“I don’t know what you are talking about,’’ he shakes his head.
“Fuck, then you leave me no choice. I am going to kill you and this time, I will make sure that you stay dead,’’ I blurt out in anger. That is the plan, to kill her but why am I hesitating right now.
“Then do it, kill me. If that will make you so happy. End my life and live with it. come on son, do it,’’ a slow smile forms on her face. Now she is mocking me.
I will always be the weak son that she had. The one that she never believed could take over the coven after she died.
I will always be her biggest mistake.
My heart is throbbing in all the anger that I feel right now and I know the best thing to do is to just end this.
End this.
My wolf growls at me.
I reach for her; she doesn’t budge as I wrap my arms around her neck. This is not the way I wanted things to go but this is the way it is going to have to go.
“Do you think you can kill me? How many times have you thought I died?’’ she asks me as her smile widens. My hands are engulfed around her neck, she is supposed to be in pain and all she can do is smile.
What kind of monster is this?
“Show your true self, stop hiding behind masks,’’ I growl angrily. I need this to fucking end. My grip is tight, her eyes are wide, her face is red but she is still smiling.
I fucking hate her.
“You miss your mommy I see. Why not give you what you want,’’ she mutters and I hear it as her voice starts to change. I recognize the change. I know the voice.
This is what I wanted.
She is finally here.
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