Chapter 352

Blue
I lead them into my room and they follow me. Gyles is the only one carrying a bag. We left the rest of our stuff in the trunk of the car because I don’t plan on staying here for too long. This place is still close to the coven. I don’t want us this close to the coven. As long as Gyles still feels drawn to the book, I want us in the safety of the coven.
“How are you feeling?’’ I ask him as we walk into my room in Jules’s house.
“I am okay. I don’t feel anything right now.’’
The room is small, the bed is too small to contain the three of us. I guess that is what he meant when he said he didn’t know we would be joining. I don’t mind sleeping on the floor as long as the two of them are comfortable.
I don’t really have a lot of belongings in Jules’s cabin. The first time he brought me here, I had a mental note to leave after a week. I wanted to know who I was. I wanted him to show me the sides of me that my mother kept away from me. that was the only reason why I even looked for him in the first place. when I came to the cabin. I thought I would hate being here, I had an attitude for the first week. I didn’t want to talk to him. I would be rude even though nothing was his fault. It didn’t take a long time to like staying with him. it was so different from how I grew up. He would ask me how I was feeling. He would talk to me about how he met my mother. He gave me so much information when I was used to secrets. It was new and I liked it a lot. Leaving was something I didn’t want anymore. I was suddenly getting acclimated to his life and it didn’t seem as lonely as it felt when I was in the coven.
Going to the moonlight pack was not part of the plan. Jules got a call from Beau and he said it would be good if I came along. He wanted me to mingle with other wolves like me. I became excited by the thought. I went to the community with an open mind. I wondered if I would find a mate. Jules had explained to me the concept of soulmates. People we are instantly drawn to. I wanted it so badly.
I guess I was always meant to go to the community.
I was always meant to find Gyles and Rex.
It has been written in the pages all along.
“Are you guys hungry?’’ I ask them as Gyles drops the duffle bag beside the bed on the floor. Gyles nods immediately “Hungrier for blood though,’’ he tells me.
We don’t have blood.
I didn’t think about blood for him.
“Meat should do the same thing for you,’’ I try to reason, even though I am not sure. Gyles’s craving for blood seems to be more than meat. he is a hybrid. He should be able to survive on both.
“I don’t know. The more I stay without blood, the weaker I feel.’’
Gyles might have given into his wolf but he hasn’t had a chance to bring him out. A werewolf has to hunt. If they don’t, they get weak. Maybe that is why he feels weak. Maybe that is why Em seems to think he is the weakest one out of us. I mean, that would explain why the book took a liking to him.
“We should go for a hunt. All three of us,’’ I say excitedly. I want to hunt with them. I want our wolves to come out and be together. it is an intimate moment that I want to share with them.
Rex smiles immediately and I see the excitement in his eyes. Rex is an omega; he needs an Alpha to get stronger and he has been blessed with two.
“I would like that,’’ he mutters still smiling.
A knock comes from the door and we all look at the door. I guess the fear is still in us right now. we are all worried that something would happen. I walk over to the door even though Jules’s scent is strong and I know it is him. Once the door is open, I meet with his smiling face “When are you guys coming downstairs?’’ he asks.
I guess he is hungry or just wants to eat with us.
“The drive was long; we would just have a quick shower first.’’
He nods “Okay, I want to wait for you guys before I eat. You know, it would be good to eat as a family.’’
My heart warms up at this conversation. He has already taken my mates as his family. I like the sound of that so much. “Okay, Dad.” I call him dad for the second time today and it feels very good. He notices and his smile even widens—if that is even possible.
“I’ll wait for you guys,’’ he says, walking down the hall and the stairs. I close my eyes for a second before I turn around to Gyles and Rex. they are both smiling.
“You have started calling him dad,’’ Rex points out with a cheeky smile on his face.
I walk back to him. when I first met Rex. I opened up to him. He knows about my relationship with Jules and my mother. I told him things that I never thought I would mention to anyone. I get why he will notice this.
“I have a different perspective now.’’
This time Gyles nods “You are beginning to appreciate the one that cares.’’
I nod.
Jules is a good person. He would have been a great father if I had grown up with him. I am not regretful of the years I didn’t spend with him. I am glad that I have a chance to know him now and I plan on doing just that.
I plan on treating him like he deserves.
With love.
“How about we all have a shower together…you know, to save time?’’