Chapter 522

Beau
This decision was not easy but now I know that it is something I have to do. I know this is something that Lanis wants me to do. He doesn’t want to take the chance of Fallon coming back and hurting us.
This is the best thing to do. I know it but at the same time, there is a pain in my chest. One that I have been feeling since last night.
I want to do this but at the same time, I am conflicted.
I go to the dungeons. The place where he is being kept. I see him through the cage. Having a prison in the community wasn’t something that always happened. This is new and I guess it comes with my rein. I don’t want to just condemn people, I want them to atone for their sins and maybe that is what I wanted to do with Fallon.
I keep wishing he would have remorse, regret the things he did. From the way he is, I don’t think that will ever happen.
Regret is not something that he will ever associate with.
I see that now and I have to think about my family.
He is not family anymore. Even when my father was still alive, he never acted like he was. I could see the hate in his eyes whenever he would look at me. He knew it, he hated that I was the next Alpha and he wanted to make that clear. He killed my father, thinking that will give him a chance at the throne but it didn’t.
I walk closer to him and he looks up. That blank expression is still on his face. He has had this same expression on his face since we found him.
I haven’t heard a single word from him, which is unlike Fallon.
He always had something to say, even when it was not needed. Right now, what I want is an apology. I want him to say that he is sorry for murdering my father–the one person that trusted him in cold blood. I wish he would just open his mouth and have all the regrets I have been wishing on him. I won’t be able to get what I want. To see him regret it.
I look at him. There is hate in his eyes, something that has always been there. He might be silent now, it might look like he has surrendered but I still see that same hate in his eyes.
That is why I know that I have to do this. I know that he has to stop existing on this earth for me to have peace.
“Uncle Fallon,’’ I call his name. It has been a while since I actually called him uncle. He will always be my fathers’ brother. He will always have the same eyes as my father. When I remember his face, I will always see the resemblance he has with my father.
He is family, even though he chose to tether that tie.
“Can I talk to you for a minute?” I ask him.
His eyes dart away from me, as I go around till I am in front of him. He keeps his eyes away from me as I crouch to his level.
“I have made a decision, a decision that I think is best for all of us. Including you.’’ I tell him. Maybe this is not a good idea. I mean, does he actually have to know that I plan to end his life?
I take a deep breath as his eyes shift back to me again. The same fucking blank stare. I wish he would just speak. Even if it is to just tell me how much he hates me. I will take anything over this silence.
“I am sorry for this, I am sorry that it has come to this but this is the best thing,’’ I add. At this point, I feel like I am just talking to myself. I can feel the anger in his eyes, the one that has always been there. He wants to kill me.
I see now how my father died. The hatred he has for us.
I stand up from my knees and his eyes follow me “I am sorry about everything. I wish you would feel the same. I wish you could just see that it didn’t have to be this way.’’
He still has that stare. I really thought that he was going to act like he is sorry. No, he is not.
I will not let him kill me. That is what is going to happen if I spare him. If I think that he can change. He will kill me the same way he killed my father, he will kill Alanis and he will kill my babies. I am not giving him any more time to think about this. I walk to the door, just as he stands up from the floor and runs over to the end of the cage.
I watch him because I know he can’t get out.
He is too weak. Even though he can still walk, he has trouble with it. It will only get worse. I see how thin his legs are and how light he is. We found him almost catatonic in the motel room.
He is better than when we found him but I made sure to keep his strength and healing at bay.
I will not give him the chance to be strong enough to fight me.
I walk back to the room as his eyes brighten. The glow of transformation is clear in a hazel brown form.
I smile because I see the fight in his eyes.
He wishes he could hurt me right now.
He wishes he had the strength but he doesn’t.
“You will never change. No matter what I pray for. You will always have that hate in your heart.’’
I let go of the cage as he growls loudly. That is the only sound that comes out of his mouth. Right now, to me, he looks like an animal in a cage. There is no human left inside of him.
He is too far gone.
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