Chapter 391

Beau
I wish I could do more from him. he sees me and the first thing he thinks about is money and how I lack in that aspect. I don’t mind spending my last dime on him. In anybody’s eyes, this is a lot but Lanis is worth the world and more.
yeah, I thought of how bigger and better the wedding and honeymoon could have been if I had just asked him for money but that would have ruined the surprise and I didn’t want to do that.
I wanted things to be perfect and I know that Lanis is not materialistic. he would have accepted anything small, as long as it involved me.
“Wow, come see the bathroom,’’ he shouts so loud from all the excitement. I walk over to the bathroom and he turns to me with a smile big enough to light up the whole room. He grabs my hand and leads me into the bathroom.
“Look at the tub, this will fit the two of us perfectly.” he winks and my heart skips a beat. He sits down on the edge of the tub and motions for me to sit next to him.
“I am so excited right now, I just want to fill it up and have a bath,’’ he exclaims.
“Then fill it up,’’ I urge him because I will take any opportunity to see him naked.
He smirks at me and my heart dances around its cage. He stands up, undoing his sleeves and taking his shirt off. Now he is just teasing me and I am living for this moment.
He walks back to the tub and I watch him “Do you know what a honeymoon is?’’ he asks me, slowly climbing my leg. I hold him around his waist and he breathes into my face.
“You could enlighten me,’’ I tease him back with a smile on my face.
“It’s the one opportunity to have sex, so much sex,’’ he breathes into my ear and the heat makes me all excited and warm.
Lanis is a tease, the kind I live for.
He stretches his hand out and turns the tap, I turn and watch as the water starts to fill up in the tub. I wanted to do something that would make him relax. a vacation away from the community and his family.
all the drama from Fallon that I haven’t dealt with yet. I didn’t want to think about the problems. I just wanted to be with Lanis in a serene place, where all I had to focus on was his happiness.
He reaches for my shirt and I let him take it off. I want him to see me, in a light that he has never seen me in. I want to be the most beautiful thing in his eyes. I know that I already am but I want to be even more so.
Lanis starts to kiss me and I melt into him. His touches are warm and he tastes like mint and sunshine. he is the only light that I need in my life “Will you join me in the tub,” he asks, his eyes dark and inviting.
my eyes stay on him as I nod my head slowly, I don’t have anywhere else that I would rather be. This week is for the two of us and the two of us alone.
once he succeeds in getting me out of my shirt, he reaches for my pants and I let him take them off too. he jumps off of me and my eyes find their way to his stomach as he starts to fondle with his pants.
“I win,” he says and I laugh.
he is being very adorable right now. The bump in his tummy is bigger than it was yesterday. He is growing faster than I thought he would. I doubt that this is going to take up to nine months.
Lanis seems to be open and ready for this pregnancy. I didn’t want to be too excited because I didn’t want to scare him off but now, it seems like we are on the same page. “You are staring again,’’ he says, probably noticing where my attention drifted to.
“I like looking at you,” I tell him.
he rolls his eyes “You are not looking at me, you are picturing your babies,’’ he walks back to me. he is still in his boxers as I take him in my arms “Am I going to have to worry about you choosing them over me all the time?’’ he raises a brow.
I like that he is talking about them now, they are beginning to be real in his eyes.
“You know you will always be my number one,’’ I assure him. yes, my kids are going to be important to me. they will become my number one priority and I know that he will feel the same way when they come. but for now, I am more than happy with him.
“I know that once they come, they will hog our room, I saw it in the dream. I wouldn’t get a chance to be alone with you again,’’ he scowls at me. He is being jealous of our babies.
“We will always have alone time, trust me.”
I am not going to be one of those parents that forgets why they had kids in the first place. I am doing this because it is with Lanis. our love is the one thing that made this possible, so I won’t forget it.
“I will always be yours,” he says and kisses me, the kiss becomes deeper as he presses his chest into mine, wanting to feel even closer to me. Once the water is almost at the top, he pushes me into the tub without a warning and I hear his chuckle as he steps into it slowly.
bringing my head out of the water and glare at him “No fair,’’ I tell him as he slides until he is in my arms again “You didn’t even help me take off my underwear.’’
he reaches under the water and I watch him as he helps me take it off with a smile on his face.
“Better?’’
I nod my head as he smashes his lips to mine again, kissing me with all the power he has in him.