Chapter 453

Rex
Beau has been in the hospital room for ten days now and I wish he would just stop being so stubborn and go and see his babies. I wish I was the person that could get him to see that his babies are already ten days older and he hasn’t even held them in his arms.
I have my own problems to deal with and now I have to add this to it because Beau is like a brother to me. He needs someone to talk some sense to him and he is not listening.
“He is still in the room?’’ Bells ask as she walks closer to me. Her eyes are looking past me but I know that she is worried about him.
“He has refused to leave him, he wants to be there when he wakes up but from the way things are looking, it doesn’t seem like that is going to happen. I don’t sense any life in him. the last time I was in the room, it was like I was looking at a corpse.’’
I hate saying it out loud because I haven’t even said it to Beau and I know that he can sense it. I know that he knows what is happening. I would be able to feel my mates if they were dead. I would be the first person to know and no one would need to tell me.
“I have tried talking to him, but he doesn’t want to listen to anybody.” She sighs, running her hands through her hair in frustration.
“I know. I have tried too, but he doesn’t want to listen to me. I have been doing everything I can to get him to leave but I’m afraid that he won’t listen to me either. It is like he is in a trance or something.” I sigh, I can feel the frustration building up inside of me.
“He is going to regret it, he needs to go and see his babies,’’ Bells shouts at me like I am the reason why he is being stubborn. Beau will only do what Beau wants to do. No one is ever going to be able to get him to do anything. The only person that can, is Alanis and right now, he is the problem.
“I know and I agree with you but he is in there trying to find a way into Alanis’ mind. I don’t know what he is trying to accomplish but I think that it is not going to work if Alanis is unconscious. He has been in there for ten days and I can’t seem to get him out. He is not coming out until he gets what he wants, let’s just pray that Lanis wakes up before those babies grow up.”
She sighs in agreement and I walk into the infirmary, leaving Bells outside the compound. I walk in the direction of Lanis’s room. I don’t know what I am going to say to Beau but I need to get him out of there. I don’t know how much longer I can just stand back and watch him do this.
“Beau,’’ I call out for him as I walk into the room. He doesn’t even look up when I call out his name. He is sitting on the chair next to the bed. He is holding Lanis’ hand close to his face.
“Beau, you need to leave.’’
He ignores me and I walk closer to him. I walk up behind him and I place my hand on his shoulder. He looks up at me and I can see the sadness in his eyes.
“Lanis will wake up, he will wake up and he will want to see the babies. You need to go and see them, Beau. You need to go and see your babies.” I say to him, hoping that he will listen to me. It is all I can do. It is the only thing that I can think of.
“I can’t leave him; I can’t leave him. I promised him that I would be here when he wakes up and I can’t leave him. I’m not going to leave him alone. I promised him and I can’t go back on my word.” He says, his voice cracking at the end, tears streaming down his face.
“I know that you promised him all that and you can keep that promise. You are abandoning your babies right now; they need their father.’’
The look of sadness in his eyes is breaking my heart. I know that he loves his babies and he is hurting. I have never seen him like this before, he is always the guy that has a smile on his face and he is full of life. I don’t know what to say to him. I don’t know how to help him. He just needs to leave this room and go and see his babies.
“Beau, just go and see your babies, bond with them. Have a shower. Leave this room and come back. Lanis will be here when you do.’’ I say, trying to convince him. I feel like I am losing him.
He shakes his head and looks back at Lanis. I don’t know if he is going to listen to me. I don’t know if he is going to listen to anyone.
“I’m not leaving him, I can’t.”
I sigh, I can see that he isn’t going to listen to me. I don’t know what else I can do. I walk out of the room and to the direction of the nursery. I see the two cribs occupied with the babies. The other ones are empty. I walk up to the crib and look down at them. The babies are moving around, they are already ten days old and they are moving around. They are trying to get themselves out of the crib. A smile appears on my face as I watch them. I can see the resemblance between their parents. They have a resemblance to Beau but the eyes are from Lanis.
He needs to see this.
The miracle that he and Alanis have made. He needs to appreciate everything he got from this pain. I just hope that he comes to his sense and forms a bond with them.
I hope Alanis wakes up from this so that he can see how amazing they are. I hope he comes to his senses before it is too late.
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