Chapter 413
Rex
I know this is another, can’t see me but I am here show. I know, the second, my father walks up to her and they sit down on the log of wood by the fire.
“Are you scared,’’ mom asks dad as he takes her hands in his. He shakes his head immediately “This is inevitable, we have to do this.” he tells her calmly.
I don’t know what they are talking about, I don’t even know the significance of this. Like why am I here and why they are here.
“I know, I know that but we are basically going to our deaths,’’ she cries and he takes her in his arms. I watch them embrace and I wish I could hold them again. I wish I could tell them goodbye. I know what this is. The day before the war. The last day that I saw them.
“Dad,’’ I call out his name in a whisper. My heart is crying right now because I don’t even like to think about them. I remember all the times I shared with them but after their death, I shut it all out. I didn’t want to think about them because it hurt too much.
They turn to me and I see all the emotions on their faces. “This is not real, you are not here right now,” I say knowing full well that they can’t hear me. I take a closer step towards them and I reach out because I want to touch her again.
want to hold her hand again. I want to feel her warmth again.
“You are going to die and I am going to live,” I tell them knowing full well that they can’t hear me. I know that I am just talking to myself but I am hoping that they will hear me. I am hoping that they will say something, I just want to hear something.
I stand there for a while, just talking to them. but I know that it is pointless. The fire starts to intensify and in a split second, it reaches them. There is no way to stop it, there is nothing I can do as they start to scream.
The pain on their faces, the way they scream is so real.
The scream is real.
I can feel the tears fall because I know that I can’t do anything.
Is this my punishment, do I have to watch them die? I watched them die once, what is the point of this?
“No,’’ I scream with my hands on my head and my eyes closed. I am too weak to take this. I am too weak for this.
don’t want to feel this.
I open my eyes and they are gone. I can’t see them anymore; the fire is gone but I know that I am not alone. I can feel another presence. I open my eyes to see a man.
He is tall and has a dark beard and his eyes are a bright shade of blue. He is wearing all black, but it is a simple black. He is not wearing a fancy suit; he isn’t wearing something that makes him look like he is better than me. He is wearing the clothes of a hunter, something that I have never seen on him before.
I know this man.
“You are just a burden,” he says as he gestures me to stand up.
I am not going to listen to him.
His words hurt and I don’t want to hear them. I don’t want to hear him. I am not going to listen to him. I am not going to listen to the only man that took care of me.
“Get up,’’ he tells me again.
This is Beau’s father.
Why is he here?
I can’t do this,” I tell him as my hands are shaking.
he looks at me like I am nothing and I feel like I am nothing.
“Get up,” he tells me again and this time he says it like I am so much weaker than him. I try to stand and I find myself falling back. I am weak, I am so weak. I can’t do this.
“You are weak,” he tells me as he grabs my hand and before I know it, I am standing.
I am standing but my body is shaking. He doesn’t let go of my hand and I know that he is not going to. “This is your last chance, you can go back,” he tells me as he looks me straight in the eyes.
I look at him, I try to understand what he is saying. I try to think about what he is saying. I try to think about this, what am I supposed to do?
“Do you want to go back?” he asks me.
I look at him and I think about it. I think about my life and I think about my parents and I think about what he is saying. I don’t know what he means by back.
does he mean, back with Blue and Gyles?
That has to be it…right?
I know that I can go back to them, I know that they are waiting for me. “You have two choices today,’’ he lets go of me and I fall to the ground. I don’t know why I can’t move.
“You can stay here and die or you can go back to your home.”
I furrow my brows in confusion “What the fuck are you saying?’’ I ask him because he is not even making any sense.
“Do you choose to stay here with your parents, the only people that have ever really loved you or go back to Blue and Gyles, knowing full well that they will never love you the way you love them?”
I feel the tears fall from my eyes. What? What is he saying? The only people that have ever really loved me?
I don’t understand.
I don’t understand what he is saying. He is trying to manipulate me.
They love me.
They love me.
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