Chapter 466
Jabi
I didn’t expect him to be upset but he is and he won’t talk to me. I don’t like it when he gives me the silent treatment, even though I know that he only does this because he doesn’t want to yell at me. He hates when he gets angry with me but there are times when he can’t seem to control himself and right now is one of those times.
He parks the car in the parking lot of the apartment and turns off the ignition. Usually, we get down together, we always go out of the car playful and all over each other. Now I know he wants me to leave first. He wants to watch me get into the building safely but he doesn’t want to go with me.
He’s really mad at me and he doesn’t know what to do.
I walk out of the car because I don’t want to pressure him into calming down and acting normal. When he cools off, I know we will have a conversation and he will forgive me. I don’t even know what I have done to make him this angry.
From the second I saw him in front of the school building, I knew he didn’t like Lenny but I don’t know why.
I know it has something to do with the fact that he is a vampire. I didn’t know there was a problem with making friends with people like us. Is it not easier to be around people that are like us? Why does it have to be a problem?
I walk into the elevator and up to the penthouse where our apartment is. I open the door with my key and walk in immediately. I wish he would come into the house and talk to me but I know he might now come in now.
He usually would wait in the car a couple of minutes and I don’t know if I have the patience to sit and wait for him today.
I want us to just go back to normal and he is making it a lot more problematic than it needs to be.
I don’t understand why he is so angry.
I walk down the hall to the bedroom and I sit on the bed and wait for him to come in.
I know he is mad at me and I want to change that.
I hear the door as he closes it and my heart sinks in my chest as I wait for him to walk into the room. His footsteps are loud in the hall but the minute he enters the room, I stand up and run into his arms.
He pulls me into his arms and he kisses me. He kisses me so passionately and I kiss him back, I can’t help it.
He pulls away from me and he looks into my eyes.
“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to yell at you. I didn’t mean to get angry with you. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” he says over and over again.
I pull him into me and I kiss him. I kiss him and I kiss him as if my life depends on it. Like this is the last thing I will ever do.
In all the months that I have been with Darrien, I have never seen him weak in front of his family, I have never seen him apologize to anyone for anything. Even when he is wrong but today, he is apologizing to me.
I kiss him again and he pulls away from me and he looks at me.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he repeats again. I smile slowly because this is making me feel very special and Darrien has done a lot already.
“You are apologizing a lot,’’ I point out, still in his arms.
He nods, caressing my hair with his hand “I don’t want to fight with you. I don’t want to make you sad. I don’t want to hurt you.”
I look at him, my mouth slightly open. “I don’t want to hurt you either. I don’t want to make you sad. I just want to make you happy. I want you to be happy. You have never made me sad. Not once.”
My hands pull him clumsily into me and I kiss him again, this time I don’t stop. I kiss him until his lips are soft and I can feel his tongue. He kisses me back and I can feel the warmth of his mouth and I can taste the saltiness of his lips.
I pull away from him and I look at him. He stares at me, he looks at me.
“I love you,” I whisper.
“I love you too.”
We haven’t talked about the problem. I still don’t know what his stance is on Lenny but I want him to accept him because I would like to have a friend outside my relationship with Darrien.
I take his hand and I lead him to our bed, I just want to hold him and forget about today.
When we get there, I sit on the bed and I pull him down next to me, there is a smile on his face, this dreamy expression that just tells me that he likes what is happening right now. I kiss him and we hold each other–I don’t even know how long. I stay in his arms because I feel lucky that I have him in my life.
I don’t ever want to let this go.
I don’t ever want to lose him.
“Can you call me next time when you have any difficulty?” he breathes out into the quiet air.
I wanted to prove to him that I could handle a day without him but he made it clear that I don’t want to do anything without him. I want him to continue being my knight in shining armour. I want him to be the one to save me when I need help.
“It won’t happen again,’’ I assure him as I rest my head on his chest as it rises and falls steadily.
I feel him kiss my hair and he whispers in my ear,
“I love you so much.”
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